Miss Bells

Just now I realised why I have been feeling so unsettled lately- it’s because all the stuff that happened to me last year happened so quickly. It was like a chain reaction. And yea maybe it was a chain reaction that I partly sped up but no wonder I want nothing to do with some people here. Get me out.

Okay if anyone’s still read this far is wondering why I am so vauge. This is on purpose. I have no interest in replaying how it happened, how my love affair died before it started. I know it could have…and I got scared. So I did it. I pushed him out of my mind, way out. Still…why did he have to move on from me so quickly, I’m aware we were only just friends. But… I will say I was offly surprised at how safe I felt in that friendship that night. Then instead of me who this went to, well that is a story for another time perhaps.